Getting My Hair Done

October 9 2008

well, its been a few weeks i think

Thursday – Sunny day

4:53 PM

i have decided that i will put the time that i have writed the part of the blog that your reading. i believe it will give you an idea on how my brain and my thoughts progress through out the day before it gets posted online or where ever. i no longer have a love of my life... well in a romatic type of way because i surly do love my friends dearly, but there is none who is boyfriend material. they are all jerks.

5:38 PM

well just got my hair done. and i must say it looks  pretty spiffy...ugh who says that any more :p. i miss talking to my close friends. i dont have any best  friends anymore and its like wtf? who do i talk to now? and i  really miss getting hugs from marissa. she gives the best hugs oh and i cant forget carmen she is my favorit no matter what. theres somthing i gotta tell her but i dont know how to say it, and how the rest of my family is going to accept it.. i already have a few of my friends who know it and there hella chill about every thing really.  i think i should be doing hw.... wait lol i dont have any! hurray for the first time i truly dont have any. wow... well i might have some chemistry hw but idk  ill find out i guess. i got my guitar tuned today and i cant wait to play with it.. which reminds me that i have to buy a new guitar tunner, lame... my other one broke... it fell. but i do love my guitar very much but i love my cat and family. way more.

6:00 PM

i always wanted to live some were else at some point of time. to live where i can have as many cherry blosom trees as i wanted, knowing that they only bloom once a year. oh wow.. people these days!! its like to be cool you have to be high on extacy or somthing and especaily the ones that piont it out. shesh who cares!! go ahead and fuck up your life no one will care about it.  now back to my house lol i want it to be like im in and old asian era and like the place i live in is like a palace alomst lol decked with walls and stairs and stuff.

hello :]

hey there. so like its the first time with this type of program. :]
anyways.... its like i have soo much to write and then i have nothing to write at all. i have everything buzzing around in my head but no way for it to flow to my fingers onto the keyboard. i leave and come back to the computer just to type up one blog.and yet things still never get written down. maybe I'm to scared, or just too nervous to do anything about it. and then i wonder how everybody can think of one thing that's happening in a photo or a drawing, we each have been given a voice why not use it? I'm real sick and tired of all the stupids of the world, putting it nicely, because i personally don't think its right to judge someone because of who they are and who they like, its their own choice their own voice and own feelings that are messed around and tossed all in different direction like a ball in softball or basket ball and even football. those ball my be the dirtiest and most worn out but those are the ones that are most beautiful in my eyes. it show that they are tough enough to deal with everything that other people put them through. it shows how strong the human body and mentality really is. and going to church especially the Tahoe retreats.... you realize just how lucky we are to have such close friends who will stay with you through the hardest time of straightening out ones mind and becoming once again stable with the outside world. the human life is an very hard road to journey on. and i wish everybody luck, because you know as much as i do that luck and smarts will get us through the hardest parts in life.

that's all for today, ill try to do this once a week or once or twice a day, when ever i feel like talking i guess :] au revoir